7 posts tagged “tired”

Ever since I got into it with AW this morning I've been even grouchier. I totally think I'm pmsing, since I had bought some beef jerky and chocolate covered pretzels. Just hope it comes soon so I don't have to worry about it during my vacation. That'd be wonderful .

Josh wants me to go to Caldonia's tonight, but I don't think I'm yet in the mood to deal with Chan.

I might have a date with this guy from Ft Collins he's supposed to be coming down for the weekend so we'll see how that goes... who knows.

I just know I need to clean my house for reals.
Last night I went home, made some breakfast for dinner, eggs, hash browns and toast and fell my ass asleep on the couch around 7:30... woke up around 930 when Tanya called and then went to bed. I was exhausted. Slept really well too which was nice for once lately.

3 hours left for work.. ugh.. so not motivated. Wish it was payday.

I've decided to take a buncha money outta my retirement crap since there isn't much left ANYWAYS, and pay to get my old car outta the shop and get plates and insurance on it. That lil thing gets better gas mileage than the blazer so until and if I sell it I can at least get around town better. And hopefully the AC still works in it. I just need to get the stock stereo and cd player put back in. I wonder if I could do it myself.. hmmm we'll see.

I.am.so.sleepy.I.can.barely.keep.my.eyes.open

In all reality I blame Yod for this all.
Even though he's like what... 1600 miles away. . . .
It's his fault because he sent me a link that kept me distracted and occupied for like 2 hours..
I didn't get anything productive done like I wanted to at ALL.

Then ended up going to NG1's house around 10 ish last night.. I'm sure I fell asleep before midnight.. but he gets up at  5:45 on days that he has to work, and prior to that I was rudely awoken by large vehicles outside, I dunno what they were, delivery trucks, garbage pick up, whatever. I heard them drive by, pull up to the stop sign, put on the reverse warning sounds... at 4 FREAKIN AM..... after that I managed to fall back asleep... but then had some weird dreams, and then the heater turned on and I was too hot, and couldn't breathe and got uncomfortable, and finally fell back asleep only for his alarm to go off.. ARRRGH!

I had to hit up Burger King on the way home for breakfast, since I forgot to eat dinner last night I was staaaarving. They even accidentally gave me another Orange Juice box.. so that was nice (=  So extra OJ and some morning sex was enough to start the day off well.. now I just need to wake up.

I've already slammed one Mt Dew... and Im trying to wait till lunch for the other one, if I can last that long without wasting away.

Oh yeah, and I'm wearing a dress today, cuz it's supposed to be in the high 60's... with possible snow tomorrow, and since I shaved my legs last night I figured I better show'em off (=

 

Omg i'm exhausted. I'm still sleeping like i'm on vacation, except i have to wake up at 630. Tonight, i swear, i'm going to bed early. Tomorrow's friday! And Payday!

I'm really sick of being "a girl" in the sense that every month I have to deal with this BS. .

It's probably more than a week before my .  and I'm on the verge of tears every 2 minutes here, and no i'm not exaggerating at all.  This has really only affected me this way starting this year. I haven't regularly been on my birth control so that may be it... but i really haven't been on it say for the last 4 months, maybe even more, I have no idea. I'm not having sex with anyone so it's not a big deal to me, and I can't really afford it right this moment.

But the more I read on it, the more I think I may be exhibiting signs of  that PMDD. I took the screening test on the website and it says that I may possible have it, but to be sure I'd need to talk to a professional. Which I have no problem doing. I can make an appt at any time. But in the meantime, it just sucks feeling like this.

I'm exhausted for no reason, I sat here and watched 5 hours of Law & Order SVU, took a shower got dressed, went to Friday's for a whole hour and a half, now I'm home by 8pm and ready to fall asleep. (but I watched Grey's Anatomy instead) But still, it's quite frustrating.

Here's what a website says:

Premenstrual dysphoric disorder or PMDD is a condition associated with severe emotional and physical problems that are linked closely to the menstrual cycle. Symptoms occur regularly in the second half of the cycle and end when menstruation begins or shortly thereafter. PMDD is not just a new name for premenstrual syndrome (PMS), a condition that affects as many as 75% of menstruating women. It is, however, considered to be a very severe form of PMS that affects about 5% of menstruating women. Both PMDD and PMS share symptoms in common that include depression, anxiety, tension, irritability and moodiness. What sets PMDD apart is its severity. Women with PMDD find that it has a very disruptive effect on their lives. Please read on to get more information about PMDD -- what it is, how it is diagnosed and how it is treated.

Man moving sucks ass just in case you didnt know or you hadn't done it in a while or helped anyone else do it.

But, it's just about done. And that's all that matters. I rented a u-haul pick-up truck today, not one of the big haul it store everything and your momma in trucks... just a regular one since I couldn't find ANYONE with a truck this weekend. How lame is that? Anyways, I already posted about the first day, that went smoothly, and then day 2, Chandoo came over and helped me out with a few heavy things I'd rather not do on my own, like the TV, Tv Stand and some other crap. Today we did the love seat, book case, and my bed... but ... once we got to the new place, we realized, that the headboard was in no way fitting down the stairs.... we turned it a million different ways no - go. And this sucker is HEAVY even with 2 people carrying it, we had to take breaks. So in the end, Chandoo now has my pretty pretty bed *tear* and I have, my crappy mattress and box spring, and her metal frame.... I think I got the short end here...

So I'm hoping, maybe, in a month, or two, or three, I can afford to get a new bedset, that will fit down the stairs and having some matching dressers as well. Cuz right now my TV for my bedroom is sitting on some boxes....

What's nice about my room, it has 2 closets... YAY for that... but it will have to double as a closet/storage space for extra boxes and crap.

All I really have left is some kitchen crap, and getting rid of my big couch and vacuuming, and cleaning the kitchen. The carpet cleaners come Monday afternoon. After that I should be done with the house, other than the final walk-through. Fun stuff man.... Now.. I have to start UNpacking... I'm pretty sure that's worse than packing...

We got to the wag'n trail around 9 this morning went through all the vendor booths, got goodies and treats for ellie, and then started in on the hike, it was only 1.6 miles.. but then i let her go through the dog park , so that was probably another half a mile.. so my legs are tired, Ellie was exhausted... we came home and took a nap!

I'll post the pictures from the day later on....

I.am.so.exhausted.

In the last 2 nights, I've gotten a combined 8 hours of sleep. That is so not cool. I normally require at least 9-10 hours of sleep a night. I'm dying right now. I almost fell asleep driving to work this morning!! So I ate my raspberry danish and bought a mt dew soon after I got here in hopes that it would help, but I don't think it is.

I'm not doing anything tonight after work other than going home and watching a movie and falling asleep. I've actually  started back on Season 1 of my Gilmore Girls DVD's, I should get through those in a couple days!

Stampede was fun last night, for once I got there before everyone else so I got a couple drinks in me. Started talkin to this girl and we were watching this guy 2-step with a whole bunch of girls. He was pretty damn good and we were amazed by his footwork and tooshie shaking!

Chan and I hit up taco bell for her and wendy's for me on the way home yummy. It hit the spot perfectly.

I've also come to the conclusion that sex with anyone else, has not been nor will I think it be as good as it was with Marc. Which is why I think I went so long w/o any, because I knew I'd just be let down. I mean its satisfying.. but just not how it used to be. Ron says I'm not looking for or getting the right guy...? Well fuck I don't know what I want then!