5 posts tagged “exhausted”

I.am.so.sleepy.I.can.barely.keep.my.eyes.open

In all reality I blame Yod for this all.
Even though he's like what... 1600 miles away. . . .
It's his fault because he sent me a link that kept me distracted and occupied for like 2 hours..
I didn't get anything productive done like I wanted to at ALL.

Then ended up going to NG1's house around 10 ish last night.. I'm sure I fell asleep before midnight.. but he gets up at  5:45 on days that he has to work, and prior to that I was rudely awoken by large vehicles outside, I dunno what they were, delivery trucks, garbage pick up, whatever. I heard them drive by, pull up to the stop sign, put on the reverse warning sounds... at 4 FREAKIN AM..... after that I managed to fall back asleep... but then had some weird dreams, and then the heater turned on and I was too hot, and couldn't breathe and got uncomfortable, and finally fell back asleep only for his alarm to go off.. ARRRGH!

I had to hit up Burger King on the way home for breakfast, since I forgot to eat dinner last night I was staaaarving. They even accidentally gave me another Orange Juice box.. so that was nice (=  So extra OJ and some morning sex was enough to start the day off well.. now I just need to wake up.

I've already slammed one Mt Dew... and Im trying to wait till lunch for the other one, if I can last that long without wasting away.

Oh yeah, and I'm wearing a dress today, cuz it's supposed to be in the high 60's... with possible snow tomorrow, and since I shaved my legs last night I figured I better show'em off (=

I have a massive headache, and it's not going away.

My alarms didn't wake me up this morning, because I accidentally left the internet on my phone on at some point during the night, and when I do that, the alarms don't over ride it... so I woke up at 7:18, in stead of somewhere between 6:30 and 7... oh wells.

I went to bed at like 8:30 last night, after falling asleep on the couch for a while before that.. I was exhausted... I don't remember waking up other than to turn the tv off at some point during the night...

I think my weekend will consist of doing laundry at Chan's house and getting my taxes done on Saturday, and weather permitting a trip to the dog park... Ellie's foot is all better now, yay for her.

It's all overcast and wanna-be-gloomy outside, it was supposed to rain yesterday and never did.. I wish it would though, I love the rain.

oh! My roommate said he may be going back to work next week *crosses fingers, toes, and eyes* in hopes that he does.. his short term disability was denied this last time around, so he's not going to be getting anymore checks unless he gets his ass back there.

*headdesk*
I'm so about to fall asleep here.. I seriously blinked earlier.. and my eyes didnt open back up for a minute or two, I'm not even exaggerating.

I got all of my Stuff Done yesterday that I needed to and this morning. So proud.

I got over to NG's house around 9:30 last night, and we proceeded to watch American Gangster.. I remember it being long.. but those extra 18 minutes... were hard to keep myself awake for. By the end of the movie he was totally into it and like sitting on the edge of the couch. He really liked it. I'm glad. He's not really a movie connoisseur like myself, he owns a dvd player, but no dvd's.. I on the other hand have tons and tons of movies DVD and VHS, but no DVD player.

We ended up going to bed around 12:30 I'd say.. but really, didn't get to sleep till around 1:15 or later...

I'm not sure, I

just know that bed is damn comfy. I'd never buy one of those memory foam ones for myself, but it was a good night of sleep and cuddling, from both him and his dog  (=

I prefer big fluffy mattresses that feel like I'm sleeping on thousands of marshmallows (=

I had to start to get up at 6 this morning... for well, some morning playtime, and then I went to Chan's to let Delilah out, and went home and got ready, and was still 6 minutes early for work. How the hell do I manage to do that on a day like this, but every other day I can't drag my ass outta bed to save myself?....

I was good this morning, had an apple for breakfast, and some cheerios sans milk. Bypassed the box of chocolate mini doughnuts sitting on the counter.. Go Me! I think I'll probably have some left over rice for lunch and maybe the emergency bag of popcorn I have in my desk.

My truck may not be done till tomorrow, which sucks but oh well. I didn't even ask how much it was going to cost )=
I'll probably have to have my roommate bring me to work tomorrow, and even possibly pick me up. We'll see.

Alright well I better go get productive-er...if I can stay awake.

After he dropped me off this morning I threw on a hat and went shopping with the money my mom sent me.

I went to Goodwill, Kohls, Bath and Body Works, Ulta, and Charlotte Russe.

And some other places that I didnt find anything at. I spent more than I should have but I got a lot that I needed, a few new shirts, a pair of pants, 2 new shoes!!! to replace the ones that broke last summer at Hermans Hideaway, I loved those shoes, make up and some lip gloss, that I promise not to wash with my clothes again, or let Ellie eat.

After all that tiring shopping I went over to Marc's Mom's house to get my hair done. It came out really good, Ill take a pic soon. Somehow she knows what I want before I even get there. We updated the highlights, but also made a lot more of my hair darker too. She said she saw it on the SAG awards the other day and wanted to try it out on me LOL. It's finally getting longer, but of course we had to cut some of the ends off to make it healthy again. I wish it was thick like it used to be, but with all the coloring I've done to it that's not gonna be possible unless I stop.

Of course I got all the local gossip while I was there. I guess Marc is finally serving his sentence, somewhere, I don't know. I guess they gave him a plea deal less years if he goes through some re-hab program. Which is good for him, thats what he needs. His mom and I both agreed that we wish he wouldn't have fucked us up but it's too late to change that now. She's really happy that I'm seeing NG and that he's a really nice good guy. She said it's what I deserve.

Once I got home I ate my last soft taco from Taco Bell and passed out around 7 on my bed with the cats and all my shopping bags still there. I woke up around 11 tonight LOL. Guess I really needed some sleep! There were some phone conversations and texts during that time I was asleep that I somehow participated in.. not really sure what was said lol...

NG is up in Boulder at a bachelor party and last I heard from him he was drunk LoL. Way to be, way to be!

It's almost 1 now and I should probably be getting back to bed, so I can get up tomorrow and be slightly productive, maybe do, and put away, my laundry.

Yes, I think I'll go watch Mike Birbiglias funny ass and get to sleep.

I.am.so.exhausted.

In the last 2 nights, I've gotten a combined 8 hours of sleep. That is so not cool. I normally require at least 9-10 hours of sleep a night. I'm dying right now. I almost fell asleep driving to work this morning!! So I ate my raspberry danish and bought a mt dew soon after I got here in hopes that it would help, but I don't think it is.

I'm not doing anything tonight after work other than going home and watching a movie and falling asleep. I've actually  started back on Season 1 of my Gilmore Girls DVD's, I should get through those in a couple days!

Stampede was fun last night, for once I got there before everyone else so I got a couple drinks in me. Started talkin to this girl and we were watching this guy 2-step with a whole bunch of girls. He was pretty damn good and we were amazed by his footwork and tooshie shaking!

Chan and I hit up taco bell for her and wendy's for me on the way home yummy. It hit the spot perfectly.

I've also come to the conclusion that sex with anyone else, has not been nor will I think it be as good as it was with Marc. Which is why I think I went so long w/o any, because I knew I'd just be let down. I mean its satisfying.. but just not how it used to be. Ron says I'm not looking for or getting the right guy...? Well fuck I don't know what I want then!