3 posts tagged “cranky”

I woke up cranky this morning.. probably because I went to bed cranky. . .

Why? Because I was in pain, a lot of pain.

Went to dinner at Red Robin with Chan and her Mom and I really didn't SEEM to eat that much, I saved half of my sandwich, we shared a basket of fries between the 3 of us, and shared a dessert as well. I had a fruity rum drink and some water.  By the time I got home, I was in an unbelievable amount of pain. All I could do was lay down on the love seat and curl up with my blanket... I tried falling asleep for a bit, but of course people started calling me as always.

I wasn't able to do what I needed to do such as laundry, or doing the dishes or anything productive like.

It seems that I'm in a funk. A funk I don't like, and can't get out of. I think, because I haven't gotten a really good amount of sleep since Friday. Sara, without sleep = evil demon bitch.  I'm headed that way now. People don't realize how much I love, desire, and need sleep.

I ended up taking my BC pill this morning, and now I remember why I don't do that. Because it makes me nauseous, and dizzy and not feel right.  I was finally able to get down a toaster strudel, and I feel a tad bit better. I think I need to go eat some real food though, and drink my Dew. I'll probably feel a ton better after that.

I had to go to the Va-jay-jay doctor yesterday after work for my yearly (now every 2 years!) check up, so that was fun  as always. I asked her about getting and IUD put in, but she suggested that I NOT get that because of my history, and to get the Norplant instead.. which I totally forgot about.. and those are for 3 years... and then this morning I started freaking out.

<begin freak out>

Today is Chantelle's 26th Birthday, which means my 26th birthday is in a few months, which also means, we're ALMOST 30. I can't believe that. I'm almost 30, no husband, no kids, not much to show for myself at this point other than a lot of debt, some good friends, and an active sex life.  If I get a Norplant, that means I have a 99% chance of not having kids in the next 3 years. If I get an IUD that means no kids for 5 years. (yes I know either can be taken out at any time but thats not the point). Do I really expect myself to NOT be married in 3-5 years and wanting a family??  In my mind I had wanted that by the time I was 24. But that in no way even came close to happening. Why do I even care, I don't even like kids that much. Unless they're quiet and sleeping then they're adorable. So why does it matter. Why am I putting such a stress on myself. Tons of women today don't care about getting married or families until their 30's, but if I decide I do want some eventually, I don't wanna be too old to get it accomplished. AAHhhhhh

My money should be in my account today, yay, and I think I may go mattress shopping this weekend....

Oh and I still have this tooth that is bothering me,  and giving me a headache.. and I've been taking lots of ibuprofen to lessen the pain.. I have an appt Tuesday with as who Crom74 would call the frelling dentist. I really need a cleaning my teeth are not in great shape right now. And I need to figure out what's causing this pain. Since this tooth had a root canal a few years ago.. there should be no pain...

K I've gotta go work now..      

Today's already started off kinda crappy.
Just woke up that way I guess...

I have to pay THIS MONTHS rent tomorrow... and then with my next check pay NEXT MONTHS rent... so I'm completely broke. My phone/internet bill is way past due so that got shut off today. Joy for that right. At least I won't be distracted by the internet on my days off and can get everything done that I need to this weekend. Which is a lot

• Mow
• Get ALL of Marc's shit out of the house/shed
• Sell any of it if I can
• Do laundry
• Do dishes
• Clean the kitchen
• Clean the bathroom
• Clean the Bunnies

Since I'm so cranky already, I'm letting josh stand up first today to coach the floor, and I'm going to take calls, hopefully they won't make me even MORE cranky. Plus I've gotta finish writing letters to Roland and Kenny anyways It'll give me time to do that while I'm sitting here.

Stampede was OK last night, nothing spectacular, there was a big fight which was amusing for a few mins, chairs and fists were flying, I only had 1.5 drinks....? Weird for me, I know, but my stomach started hurting during the 2nd, it may have been Chantelle's Ravioli's that I'd eaten for dinner! X=

However it is my Friday, so that's the only thing thats good so far today

Cancer: You can express your power in public now without worrying that you are being offensive to anyone. You are able to get others to do what you want, but don't try to coerce them into any schemes for your own selfish gains. Your integrity is being tested, so be careful about moral and political self-righteousness. Consider the effects of your actions, but don't let other people's opinions prevent you from fully realizing your potential.

I am in a very cranky mood right now.

People have just been rude today, and I'm sick of it. Don't need to be this grouchy on my friday

WTF. *angry face*

**Edit**

I'm going to LJ to look and my puppy and kitty communities maybe that will help cheer me up.