Oh baby you, You got what I neeeeeed

So apparently I havent made an update with any real substance in it for a few days so I guess it's time, considering theres some shit that's gone down!

Lets start off with some good news. My friend Melissa, who i've known since the 3rd grade, that just found me on facebook a few weeks ago, has decided to come out and visit for my birthday!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAY!!! I am SO freaking excited I can barely contain myself. I havent seen this girl in like, over 7 years. She's excited to have a weekend without kids and responsibility, and well, my life is like that every day so I will definitely be showing her a good time!! We talked for almost an hour and a half on the phone tonight, we have so much to catch up on! And its funny how much we still have in common and are soooo alike!

My birthday party is going to be on the 12th this year, since my bday is on a tuesday, but whatever, it shall still be fun! Plus i took the next day off of work so I can recover ( =

The other unfavorable (if you can say that) news is that apparently Chan and I are not on speaking terms. She de-facebooked/myspaced me LOL. Its hilarious to me actually that she's all immature about things just because I told her the truth like a GOOD friend would rather than sugar coat things and let her live in an imaginary world.

I straight up told her, she is the common denominator for all the drama in her life and she feeds off of it. She tried saying ron never said good bye to her before she left, but he showed up at her going away party, to me that counts, but she also said they were never "friends" he was just someone she talked to... uhh yeah, okay. whatever. She said that *I* was envious of *her*... lmfao. Not so much, never ever. I reminded her that the only people who think others are envious or jealous of them are shallow self-involved people such as herself. That obviously me being mature and talking to her like an adult was not working with her, and I should just be immature like Chase and maybe then she'd pay attention.

She stated that I was a half-ass shitty friend... why?... "Because I bought my plane ticket to come see her in KC even before she had moved out there"...........I'm sorry, what?! She BEGGED me to come see her and I did. So that makes me a shitty friend? For telling her the truth whether it hurts or not. I would want someone to do that for me if I was acting like an idiot. But hey, whatever. She tried to say that "she never bitched at me" when i was out "fucking half of denver", psha, whatever, lol, i said no, you never bitched at me, you ENCOURAGED ME and said if you were single, you'd a been doing the SAME EXACT THING, so point being? Oh yeah, none.

I'm not the one who moved home to mooch off my grandpa and "save money". I just moved to a diff. cheaper apartment and started paying off my bills, like a responsible big girl.

Its just shocking (kinda) that she can throw a 6+ year friendship away over me being truthful to her. This really was a long time in the making, i try to tell her lil things over a period of time, but this happened to all come out at once. Mostly because she called me a C*^T.....and to me, thats a deal breaker, and I just went off. Had she been IN CO saying that I would have beat her ass on the spot friend or not.

So in some ways its good riddance. There has been NO drama in my life the past 4 days that we havent been talking. And that is kinda nice. My phone is a lot quieter and I dont have any random ass calls from her. I've thought about writing her an email, but thats probably just adding more fuel to the fire. I made sure to let her know that shes pretty much burning all her bridges here and if/when she does come back, she's not gonna have any friends LEFT. She said she didnt care about burning her bridge with me. So, that's on her. WTFever. It's stupid really.

This is one of the main reasons I have VERY FEW female friends. They are all so much drama.

Anyways, I'm glad tomorrows friday. Wish it was payday though. Booooo. I really have nothing to look forward to going to work tomorrow. LAAAAME. It's been pretty warm here the last few nights and it amazingly hasnt rained in like, 2 days i think. But because my ac doesnt work i wake up like, overheating at night and that sucks. I have a fan on but it can only do so much. It's causing my scalp to break out cuz i wake up sweating. Super lame.

Rons taking me to the movies tomorrow night to see The Proposal.. YUM Ryan Reynolds.. he is on Jimmy Fallon tonight too yay! I received 7 pounds from NetFlix today, and Im going to try and not watch it until I see ATC on saturday so we can see it together.

I got my new bra's in the mail yesterday and theyre super duper cute! Today i got my car-phone charger and USB cable from ebay. Kickass! It's like christmas this week!

Well I think thats enough for now I should probably go get ready for bed. Maybe sleep good for once this week and not wake up still feeling exhausted. We'll see!